Words cannot describe how furious I am right now.

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In short – you know how some people can hear sounds at a higher frequency, and others can’t? Well in a somewhat similar situation, my phone is making this high-pitched static sound when I plug it into the wall charger, and it’s kept me up for the last two and a half hours, and now in addition to a massive headache and not being able to fall asleep due to the tenseness from being ANGRY, I have to be awake in 3 hours for another long day of work doing “Mickey Mouse shit,” as Gino puts it, and then yet another relay of nonstop errands. And the fifth run to an AT&T store in the span of 6 days.

I need a hug. And some fucking bear-dose painkillers for my head.

Also, after a couple days of playing I gotta say – I can see why the Motorola Backflip was free. It kind of sucks. Arse. I didn’t notice it at first because I was still recovering from the excitement of “OMZZZZ A FREE SMARTPHONE THAT RUNS ANDROID!!!!” but once I got into the swing of things, I think I can make that statement. (Also, I have a sneaking suspicion that the one I got was refurbished…) Well. Guess that’s what I get for not doing research and – yep – taking free things for granted. I mean really – this phone runs Android 1.5. The newest version is 2.2. It’s slow and crashes a little too often.

It also doesn’t help that now I’m so loving the idea of having a smart phone that I am seriously considering other options! It is a shame that we’re stuck with AT&T until the end of time because our plan is so old and cheap that they phased it out (of course) and you can’t get those prices anywhere anymore =\ Which is nice, really, but also means we don’t really get to play with other phones.

Doesn’t it suck when you’re exhausted yet you can’t fall asleep?

YAYYYYYYYYYY WORK!

So I’m pretty sure that since SC2 is coming out after a three year delay in oh… like two hours for those on the West Coast, I am slightly apprehensive of the world ending. Although, I am glad that I will not be witnessing this ultimate event in the central of all that is smelly and dork – the campus dorms – as people playing will probably destroy any hope I have of using the internet.

But that is not to say that there will not be a chance of LAN parties with a side of intoxicology when we get back to the ‘partment… considering the crazies I live with… much love… sorta ^_< <3

In any case, it’s time for bed. Today’s 13 hours spent at work + errands all afternoon + CAP meeting have been all in all, way too draining. I could use a good long hug and some tandem hammock time =(

*siggggh*

I think I’ve figured out why I’ve been having such a hard time with my memories – my brain has been out of use for the past semester. I realized this as I was trying to replay something important and my brain started to really hurt, in a way that it hasn’t hurt in YEARS. And then came the sad realization that my mind is out of practice, and the even sadder realization that I may never remember that important moment correctly again.

But then again, this is something that has been clearly imprinted in my head since I considered it in kindergarten (I was much much more creative back in the day), but ever since I shared it with someone else I’ve found that I’ve been trying to remember it the way I always have for the last two and a half years.

Oh and the reason I’m thinking about it is because I saw Inception today and aside from being a really really well-made movie, it really hit on that concept that I’ve been trying to remember and I came to the startling realization that I’m not as open-minded as I used to be because if I was, I WOULD STILL REMEMBER THIS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I’m losing my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O

Bahahaha I’m going to go lie on the hammock with Sherlock Holmes (the book) and a flashlight and wait until my head clears – ooooo this thought headache is not good. NOT looking forward to having to work again next semester!!! O_O

It makes me sad that I even have to explain it =(

Really really REALLY sad =(

I really don’t like telling people little things that make me happy that I wish they would do,  because then when they do it I feel like they only do it because I got sad about them not doing it, and that just makes me even sadder =(

What should I do?